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 While I consider my life no more
unusual than anyone else's, other people find my mishaps and
perspective enigmatic. I consider myself an involuntary mystic. From
time to time I am approached by Spirit Beings of a very pure and I
loving Source and the fruit of those encounters has always been
better than my own ideas or strategies. I was asked, by a Higher
Source, to write about GOD. I knew that any attempting to
capture the definition and wording it correctly would be no
easy task. I was, however, savvy enough to ask the Source,
"Hey, why me?" and the reply was, "You Douglas, have
had an experience of God while on earth, you have come from God and
you will go back to God and you have never forgotten any of that, so
why not?" Since I am not partial to any particular ritual,
religion or belief other than Love, I may be able to share my
experience without the dry and repetitious conformity and
presumptions and concepts most people hold; not that I am above
them, hardly, but the irony is, none of my personal concerns or
experiences are documented in the main scriptures that the masses
hold dear to them. I have had to dedicate my life to seeking answers
where the answers are hidden. Yes, I have seen God and the Path to
God and while I will not prove that God exists, because it has been
my experience that Spirit is not inept and Spirit and the God
Hierarchy can prove it's existence anytime any place to anyone (and
has many times to many people) hence, my agenda here is not
prove that God exists, but capture the essence of God worship for
those who love reading about God therefore putting into words
those small savory morsels of experience that only words can do.
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We are all, every one of us,
physiologically, emotionally and psychically "wired" to
see God. That means, that if you want to, you can pursue a Path of
action and application to see and have an experience, in
short, a close encounter of God or with God, it is plausible and
possible. You can experience God in part or in full. do not believe the
exoteric teachings from mainstream religions and beliefs that have
odd requirements about God contact. Some religions say only the meek
shall see God, only the pure, only the chosen can see God. Man
prevents men from finding God by his own need for control, and
worse, when trying to investigate, many seekers become victimized in
terminology hair-splitting because each religion, cult or belief has
a specific requirement. I don't believe in religion exclusivity and
more importantly it has not been my experience, nor has it been the
experience of a few radiant people I have met. To experience God is
not such an esoteric or arduous path, but it does require a few
adjustments of mind heart and priorities, again and simplified ....
Love, Method and Attention. .. Believing in God is not an
experience of God, though Love is as close as or having a sensation
of something besides stress is not an experience of God. Being
reborn to Jesus or years of habituated ritual is not an experience
of God. We know this because those who have experienced God
left clues. Good ones too! ... Ironically, everything we have
learned about God thus far is all heresay. Unless you specifically
have had an exotic experience of God, listening to the parroting
of others may be entertaining, perhaps even inspirational and
educational, but something essential will be missing: actual
contact. Experience is the exquisite teacher. If you have
not had a personal experience of God, then Believing or accepting or
knowing or by Faith, while noble - doesn't really count.
Reading about water is not drinking water. But if you have had
an actual close encounter with God then you can author your own
description, become the authorized to write your own scripture...
and you will find it will be personal demonstration of your own. I
am over-emphising this for purpose. It's get you tirn your
attention away from the familiar and see with new eyes some of the
flaky people as maybe having something you want or need. There are
some people on the planet, past and present who have had a close
encounter with God for personal, perhaps even political reasons,
some silence and humbleness has been kept. However, a few mystics
have been inspired to write, to teach to share and the stories or
their testimony, a word I will use will be satsang, the satsang is
both inclusive of many things written before and exclusive of many
manmade distortions. about God... You were chosen to bring your
own stylized expression of the infinite. To make the infinite finite
is no small task, but it will be done - as above, so below. While
some may be comfortable with reading about God or letting others
minister God's work, there are a special few who seek God directly.
We as people, regardless of race, age and intelligence can and will
and do crave some clarity. God has no religion, do not mistake
ritual and dogma for spirit and truth. We as humans regardless human
psychology and assessment for potential, we are all physiological
"wired" to see God. All you have to do is ask and want it.
If you have had an actual encounter of God it will be both credible
and unbelievable, that's the irony of it. If you have had an
experience in which God touched you or blessed you or transformed
you then you will both lovable and adversarial. You will be loved by
some, by many and you will also offend some or many, not by choice
but by the vibration you emit. You will emanate. radiate, you will
represent some aspect that fulfilled the need of the hour or the
century. If you have been embraced by God your path is forever
changed and your venue will become both a journey inward and a
journey outward. Your Journey inward will be to realize how far
reaching you Soul has recognized this unity or Yoga with God. Every
moment will be an opportunity to reach inside to reflect the beauty
and dignities of God. Every moment will be a moment to reach upward
into the heavens and seek council with the Guides, the Angels and
the Lords of Love and Light to falafel the plan. Every moment will
be an opportune ity to reach outward to serve, to help, to love to
asset. from eh moment on you will abide by these laws...If you don't
make God look stupid, God won't make you look stupid... You will do
no harm to or judge anyone including yourself. You will ask
permission before doing anything, for it is written Thy will not my
will. You will remember the basic precept, Go to God first then to
others as God directs. You return the favor by giving Praise and
Thanks. Love the Love, Trust the Trust and remember to
remember. Feel, don't think. Use the mind, not listen to it. Stay
away from anything polarized, unless God commands. Be available in
mind, hart and spirit after the Taurus Moon for you new assignment.
God can place you anywhere anytime for any of God's Bidding.
Who is God, what is god? What is your Godhead. It's no secret that
each person worships God or perceives the existence of God
uniquely. Though certain specific religions have 'groups" or parishes,
each will give a unique. I have read an untold number books about
the existence of God and what God is and is not and I have yet to
experience a book that did not make me so mentally crazy, that
I lost the initial closeness that actually connects me to God. I
have been sermon and reborn, but that was my mind and heart that
responded to words. I have been healed and filled with the holy
spirit. I have died and been to the other side and seen angels and
beings. I have mediated day and night and attained Samahdi
and even Nirvana. I have visited all the bardos. I have
awaked and seen the Domains and dominions of the Cabbala. I have
been One with the radiant Light and seen all 12th Chakras in the Exhaulted
state and yet one fact remains and one fact unchanging... until they
day it changes.... I am alive and destined to live in my body and be
who I am.
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I am the Alpha and
Omega, the Beginning and the End and everything and all that is
between.
I am the way.
I am what you know and
will know and then, there is still much more yet to know. I willed
and manifested thusly creating a Sphere of Manifestations for
you to enjoy, and all of it beautiful, all of it in harmony, all of
it perfect. And yet, due to it's complex nature, it
appears to have imperfections or sides, and in your world, in
your language you call it duality. Yes, I created duality but that
is not Me, just as my Creation is not me. There are parts to
the Creation that is very much like ME, and there are parts that are
somewhat like ME and parts that are not like ME at all, they
are all just parts of the Creation. Do not consume your thoughts as
to how old I am or you are or even how old your world or
Universe is, instead, consume your thoughts and heart on your
ability to see ME and the true meaning of your awareness, for in
that awareness is the Joy of ME and the part of ME most
pure and is ME.
The way of ME is
love, the way of ME is forgiveness, the way of ME is My Grace,
the Way of Me is an unfolding, cascading opening of blissful
consciousness made wide and open. Consume your awareness and love on
My Purity, on ME, on what is ME and not what I have made. By
communing with ME you will understand the limitations and
wisdom of My creation. By communing with ME all your questions
will be answered. I am above logic, from the microcosm to the
macrocosm I dwell in the Being of all Presence and if you look
in through the Mystical Window, you will see ME and My Love
Creations even more.
The Creation around
you is but a small portion of the greater, and the window to the
greater is an equation of conscious energy, not logical, not
understood by mind, but grasped by Heart. To see through the
window you must trust ME and not your mind. To see through
the window you must Love above all the things I Love, and forgive
above all things and adore the wisdom in knowing that is true. And
when you see the whole of creation you will understand that the
part of the mind that you have helps collate the creation will also
distracts you from the cascading consciousness of special
eternity, an energy of wide and clear limitless horizons, each
horizon with their own character, each with their own purpose and
each with their own beauties.
By reaching within the
Soul of your Heart you can find that Key that unlocks the Mystical
Window to My world and ME. I am love. I am awareness, and yes I am
and also have personality. I have a Godhead, I have focal point unto
which I can start and finish creations, sentences, energy and
awareness. But most of all, I am love with movement. I have been
stillness, I have been destruction and I have been creation, but
change itself needs purpose and everything needs a purpose.
From your world to mine, we can remember your purpose together, and
it includes love, it included forgiveness and it included one thing
more, allowing. By allowing - you create a medium where
other souls can create and allow change to realize their highest or
lowest best or worst. By allowing you expand with ME. And we love
all things for what they are. I am love and with my love you
understand My Command. Come to ME, remember ME first and then
to others and to other things as I direct. Live in My Grace, live in
My Command.
My Command is not
rules, my Command is not laws, my Command is much more. My command
is harmony and each moment is a Truth from Upon High.
Some of earth's being
creatures have created their own reality and distracted
you from your very own heart, from your own assignment, from the
harmony and from the synchronicity and the Grace. Your heart hurts,
your mind hurts and you miss ME. Come back to ME as Love and
Consciousness and I will gladly slip back into your heart and awaken
you to the Love most High. I will surround you in Light to raise you
up into the finer, more subtle vibrations of highest thought
and wisdom. When you are One with ME there is no struggle.
Often, there will be mysteries and agonies and trials and that is
how you and ME play, that is how We dance, that is how We
learn the nature of our creations, both yours and mine. I allow you
to have choice, I allow you to have wishes, similarly, as you would
allow your child to grow and have choice, we do that, you and
ME.
But you are not a
child, you have just forgotten, you have been immersed in creation
and lost touch with your High Self or Soul. Your Soul misses you and
will find you when you look into the mirror and make a commitment to
live in The Truth - no matter what. I do not want mindless soldiers,
I do not want obedience through fear, I want a love
discipline, no love, no disciple, no disciple, no Master, no Master,
no communion, no communion, loneliness and dread and
purposelessness.
I want you to make
choices from strength, not from fear. I want you to have character
and be a character and make decides that bring you to the one and
same conclusion each and every moment; "all there is - is
love and forgiveness and allowing and Grace." Then, by the
Trinity in ME, I will give you a command that is in accordance with
the degree of your own wishes; the greater your wish the greater my
need for you and with you. But, as you glimpse ME, you want to
be ME- but only ME can be ME. But if you want to be ME
then be what I would be if I were there. Then you are not you or Me
but WE.
Be what I would do. I
am Here. You are there. So what would I be if I were there? I would
be Forthrightfulness. I would be most honest. I would be most loving. I
would be clear and compassionate. I would be disciplined. I would be
joyous. I would be honorable. I would be reverent. I would be
hopeful. I would be faithful. I would be justice. I would be
dignity. I would patient. I would be charitable. and I would be
tolerant. You don't "have to be" these things, for the
sake of Love, why don't you want to be these wonderful beautiful
things? Yes, it is hard and the world may seem unforgiving, all the
more power for you to want and emanate the Beauties. Create
your mileau, create your practice to stay "connected" and
be in the Grace and co-incidences and then it won't be hard. By
consuming Love you will be in Grace and coincidences and those pests
of Karma and sin and opposites are obsolete! In my world there
are no opposites. In Me there is no duality. and that is why I
told you long, long ago, do not partake of good and evil, which is
only part of my creation, instead, stay with ME, here, where I am,
stay in the beauties with ME. Have joyous fun but be mindful
not to consume the Tree of Good and Evil for ultimately or
however mildly, you will always be bouncing in the agonies of
duality and opposites. Instead consume your awareness with Oneness
of and with Me, with the Love and be my Beauties. And when you are
ME then I am with you in whole. I will honor you with the Trinity,
being the Love, the Wisdom and the Power. When you understand the
Trinity you understand the Purpose and ultimately, as a whole, of
all the micro-purposes, for Herald of the Coming Good - the end is
my final Gift, and that Gift is Culmination.
If it is my Word, then
it will lead you to Culmination. If is not my Word then it will lead
you astray. You are my Soulmate, and since the beginning I gave you
a Name. Your Name is un-pronounceable by lips, your name is a logos
or word just like ME. Together we create in Harmony and enjoy the
Luster of our Creation. Use my Name to help in the High Purpose. Use
your name to do things in your world and all planes of
beingness. Use your wisdom, use your love and use your power.
Do not take the name in vain. Do not waste your time in vain. I
trust now you have found remembrance of the Love and all that is. I
trust now that you have found the thread of love and light that
brings you home to the energy of consciousness.
Welcome to SATCHITANAND,
truth consciousness and bliss, welcome to consciousness culmination.
Welcome to ME. Live your life in ME and Love the Love, and live your
life in my Grace and trust the Trust. Live your life in my Love and
remember never to forget so that you have your practice to remember
to remember. Love the love and you will always have love and you
will always have ME. Trust the trust and you will always have me and
always have and always be Love. Remember to remember and others
will be inspired. And now I await for you to join me in your dreams
and meditations. And one day, you will come Home and review
your visit. You will, due to the nature of heavenly life,
remember everything and it will all be perfect. It will be
non-judgment Day, because there will be no mind, no concepts, no
judging, no comparing, no fear, no opposites, just LOVE.
Come to ME now and
REALIZE how close your Heart can find it's way home through Will and
Desire. Desire ME and I will LOVE you all ways, always.
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 God
is the warm fuzzy feeling you get when you meditate.
God is consciousness.
God is the perfect balance of all manifestation.
God is the fraternity, kinship of all Beings.
God is the relationship between all Dimensions.
God is the urge to share love for the benefit and upliftment of all
living beings.
God is the recognition that we are all made of the same
"stuff" (that we are all alike).
God is our connection with all of existence.
God is the force of love.
God is the life that springs forth in the springtime.
God is the boundless supply of Joy and Grace.
God is the contentment of not needing to know everything.
God is the inherent honor in all living beings.
God is the drive to unite with the highest expression of the
Absolute.
God is the Light found in the smallest particle of consciousness.
God is everywhere and everything.
God does not need.
God does not do, God is.
(Part II) She asked her Guide about
God and this is the message. Stay with us for Part III)
I call on a Higher Being to talk about God.
“Can you tell me about God?”
He speaks softly: “I will gladly talk of God. It is a subject
that has preoccupied mankind since the beginning. The nature of God is
a subject of debate. God has often been referred of as an omnipotent
Being that rules over all of creation. The Creator and Destroyer.
“You however, are attempting to understand the finer nature of
God. Having glimpsed the vastness of his creation, it has become clear
to you that the traditional definition is much too simplistic. And you
are correct in your observation.
“God is infinite wisdom and perfection. God is the total of all
that is known and unknown and to be known. God’s power extends to
the farthest reach of existence. God’s awareness enwraps all of the
Truths that can be grasped by all forms of consciousness, or sentient
beings, as you are familiar in term. God is aware of the greatest and
smallest of existences. He holds in His power all the strings of
operation and can change/alter its performance at will. Likewise, God
does not need to control any of its manifestation, as it is already
perfect.
“God is the pulse of life that sweetly energizes in the character
of ALL. God is Pure Bliss and it enjoyes his own bliss. God is the
comfort and the refuge. God is the safety and inner knowledge that
results in Peace. God is the benevolent and loving. God is known to
ALL and is clear for all to behold. God is the subtle and elusive. God
is the Eternal Bliss. God gives certainty.
“God is as a fountain of Eternal sustenance, thirst quenching,
forever giving, called Grace, to the farthest reaches of existence.
“God’s presence is infinite. God’s grandeur has no limit. God
is as the primordial seed. God’s power is the most dynamic vibration
and maliable of all. It holds the key to all expressions and
characters. God’s wisdom and balance is of the most exquisite. And
perfect.
“I would like to finish by saying: God is grasped by All as its
highest knowledge of perfection, and so it is different and personal
to each.. And yet, there is nothing that is missing in it’s exalted
nature. God is capable of manifesting itself at anytime, anywhere, to
anyone, in the most farthest. What you wish to see are the infinite
facets of God. It is only limited by your ability to grasp. And beyond
that, there is no end to its personal influence and satisfaction. On
the form of Grace. Your wish to know God and to experience God is
simple to grant. God is with you in its greatest blessings, only
limited by your ability to grasp its splendor. All doors are forever
open, for you to walk through them. Go forth and dwell in God”
This is beautiful. Thank you. Thank you.
“It has given me Great Joy to talk about God.”
(AFTERWARD) The God Devotee added
this in her correspondence.
My first
memory about God is as a young child. I knew God as a close friend. A
companion in my loneliness. A witness to my life. When
I
played, God was there. When I was sad, God was there to speak
to. When I saw beauty I shared the joy with God and thanked him. God was
always a male figure. A strong and safe presence, always available,
always under- standing.
As I grew up, I became aware of the world, and thanked God for
the beauty and mystery of life. I could feel the magic force of
manifestation and knew that God had a hand in it. Then one day I
realized that I had with faith the power to manifest the world as I wanted it
for myself. I no longer asked God for favors and did not see it as his
role to give away favors. I felt that he was watching all the time,
but
without interfering in our lives. It was up to us to make it
what we wanted. (I see it a little differently now) I was in awe of the variety of human experience, love,
compassion,
wonder, curiosity, deep sadness, confusion, disappointment. The
Gift -
to be able to experience all of duality.
Then I began to meditate. The whole world revealed its
secrets. It was a passage through a door to a clear vantage point, where the
spiritual eye could see now, feel and understand the greatest secrets
of the universe in an instant.
I met God again. This time, not as a person but as
a Presence, imbued in all that is manifested and unmanifested.
I met Guides, Teachers and Higher Beings with God-like
wisdom and knowledge, all eager to assist , comfort and love. They had been
my
friends by me throughout my whole life, they were the ones who had
worked behind the scenes to create many small miracles. Some appeared to
have the attributes of human- like qualities, others were foreign and un-like
anything on earth. The Higher Beings were but Pure Spirit and
Vibration, the directors, were unique and timeless.
Then one day I passed by the manifested world of spirits,
guides and Beings and went back to Before The Beginning. I was sitting in
darkness and "knew" that I was at The Place of No Creation.
Even there, in the Unmanifested, I sensed Intelligence. Then I looked to the other
side of me and saw a few small molecules of light among the darkness.
Then there were more and more of the molecules of light extend- ing outward and I
knew I was standing on the edge of Creation.
I knew that each Molecule of Light was a manifestation
of the Essence of God. All the Light held the essence of God and that it was
good.
I knew that the only word we have for it is Love.
I also knew that it was even greater than that.
Now, when I see everything around me, I see God in
all of it. I see God in the nucleus of every molecule, dancing with joy, I see it in
the fibre of every emotion and I'm grateful to be able to experience them
all. I see God as all the combined Vibrations of existence ,
dancing together in harmony. Most of all, I am grateful to be aware of
the Beauty of God and know that I will continue to grow and exist in
infinity
with God.
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