updated October 11 2005

It just the way it's suppose to be, 

it's like we said before, 

be ready because it's coming soon . . .

 

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updated Sept 11, 2005

The Plan. What Plan?

Too Many rules, not enough beautiful Rulers.

 

 

updated May 11, 2005

The Event Horizon Loometh 

Living with the dormant potentials in us as Love and Light until August 15th.. 

The Event Horizon Loometh
 The Guides have expressly directed me to convey the following. Two things they want us to really absorb, and when felt and understood, the results will be noticeable. One, Love: Action = Results. A simple yet complex equation! How will we remember to do such a thing when our buttons are  pushed or our life seems so difficult? I know that we often emotionally or mentally retreat to old habits, but if a change is occurring then we too  need to consider changing. I often ask myself, what model of high regard  can we hold in esteem that I or you can change to? But, I trust the trust  enough to know that love may manifest itself in such a way that it will  take care of itself. Second, the shift is coming and the date chosen is  August 15th. There are three other beautiful beings as part of the masters  on Earth Mission Manifestation who have similar dates in mind and so it  must be true. What could possible happen on August 15th? Maybe nothing,  but it could feel different, and the energy could open wide and release  new energies not yet realized, and if we are influenced, the change could  begin to happen ever so subtly. The question is not what will it be? The question is, am I, are we ready to learn and experience something new?  What can I do within myself to make myself more expansive? What one thing,  even a small thing, what can I think of today to make the world a better place. Love and change and invent an idea that is needed I the moment.
 

Well, I needn't really go over the last cosmic message, because that  prediction came true, and is, old news. For now we can all feel, as the 'way of the change' phenomena that is taking place is - that things will change again. It is spiritually frustrating that there are no official  spiritual names for these interesting sequential periods we all have been going through, and you would think that someone, in some culture would  have given these periods or episodes a tag. The Guides have told me that  we, each and every one of us,  are being prepared for our very own collective and personal "Event  Horizon" and that's an understatement.  Because we are all built differently (my chart verses her chart verses his chart verses their chart) then for each the Event Horizon will have a unique manifestation and outcome. I know that I have been told, specifically, to do the Spiritual Vitamins; " to meditate" regularly, read  "spiritual material", keep like-minded company, stay away from things of  drama, illusion, delusional and confusion, look for "the hidden in the  obvious" and do more  "Guided Mediations in the Mystery Schools in the  Higher Realms"... it's not hard, I just need to do it. Because the 3-D  life of grind & toil has been so arduous and all-consuming around me  it  has not been very easy even doing those few happy spiritual vitamins or my  Path and my Practice as I call it. I have noticed that at some attempts to  do any or all of the above, and while either difficult or impossible, at  least attempting to do the Spiritual Vitamins at least shows my sincerity.  I have given up on  looking for results. And yet, I have not yet, to date,  I have yet to get my "Wesak yearly assignment or assignments" for the Wesak year beginning a month or so ago, event eh  Guides are late, and no matter, I am 100% positive I am doing  them  anyway. I will be having classes until such a time as I am told to  complete or end the Support Group Training and holding Satsang, but the  Guides told  me 2 weeks ago they will tell me when to start advertising  again and what the promotional material will say. As if that all isn't  enough, I am being personally groomed for another upcoming Kundalini  experience! The energy is already starting to ring the doorbell within me  and I can feel it coming. The last two times caused changes within me  that are still not fully known, not unusual as classic Kundalini is an  on-going lifetime event. That's the inside of me, on  the outer, I have  been listening to words and meanings of "Joe average  public" and it  seems, just like the Guides said last summer, "In November  (11/11)  EVERYONE will get "it" and now I do think everyone has got it. One  thing  is for sure, everyone I talked to lately has also mentioned that I  seem  different... and here I think they are different!  Perhaps, because I  have been taking some required "alone time" that which happens then in  that quiet  time has made a change in me, or perhaps the change has  changed me, or maybe I am just changing according to my inner spiritual clock and personal physiology. There are several things that must be  important to remember, that our personal experience is what gives us  knowledge and insight, that words and books and clichés and platitudes  are only afterthoughts of the original original experience. I was having  satsang with someone from class and we had  an epiphany for the umpteenth time that people try to do things  that "higher" spiritual people do...  hoping to get closer to God, and that  following rules and emulating other spiritual people  won't give you the  experience. Oddly and  fortunately and by grace, by having an original experience of the Love  and Light, one "naturally" does things that are austere, or Holy, or reserved, or quiet or selfless, or introspective and so on, but only  because they are HAVING the experience, not trying to. I  remember that one class I was sharing an experience of my future lives and  past lives,  every word was filled with the excitement and authenticness of  the  moment as I practically relived the moments as I was talking, while  simultaneously trying to make the point that reincarnation is not linear  and  that we pop around the universe at will. A gentleman, excited to  hear that  someone else had thought of it (his words) not only  interrupted the flow but began his assertion that - "it's all happening  at the time anyway"  and went off into this very complex mental abstract  theory and pretty much blew the moment... and I thought how sad, because  I know he hasn't experienced it  personally and yet, his mind and self  wants desperately to reach out and  find the source of his own mystery,  his own path, (his own event horizon) so  he too can be totally psyched  on the event! Such is the power of "experience being the best teacher."  I am bored with theories and I am bored with clichés  and I long to  embrace and be apart of what is real. To find that - I have decided to  "once again" rekindle my fervor for the next level, so I dialogue  with  "inner selves" and ask my psyche what it really wants, what it really  needs and let my mind do things that belong to mind and pay attention  only  to my Psyche and Higher Self.. The Guides have instructed me to  "inspire each to find their true self and God" and so the work continues.  Who amongst us can try to deny that something is going on?  Who around us  is fast asleep? The Guides said, "no two people asleep can even wake  themselves."  Whew, that's deep! Who around us is awake? We are all  joined together in love and earnest searching via some undeniable urge to  find something about us, something important  to us, and something  important for us... and while  I wish it was as simple as finding Jesus,  or Buddha or winning the Lotto, I  know that it is still so much more.   That more is living each moment as if  everything mattered.  I dare not say my life has more meaning, I dare say I am looking for more meaning...  and living the grace of each significant thing is the purpose of life's  parade of opportunities, and there we find  the thing we are missing;  "the intimacy of connection". I find it in symbols, I find it in  coincidences, I find it in completion of events, I  find it everywhere. Do that 1% effort for 99% return with your psyche and  spirit and the  questions will arrive with answers everywhere. So, I ask that  you be  conscious of the possibility of your event horizon coming, and if you  have time for your spiritual vitamins, good! meanwhile, I will begin my journey into Kundalini and the next time I enter samadhi, I will visit  you in the Realms beyond!
Love and Light,  Douglas

HERALD OF THE COMING GOOD.

This is the Quiet Storm, the swirling of activity and the undercurrents of intention. Never before have we all been so lucid to our own abilities and inabilities as we are pressed into action. We see we have energy, we see we have focus and while everything keeps coming at us, at us, at us, we deal with it, deal with it, deal with it and yet, we know we are still yet missing something, That something is the "Intimate", a noun not an adjective. I can not say what that Intimate is for you, I can only say that Intimate for me is the LOVE almighty, all present, all giving. I use to feel it in helping others but now, everyone is self actualized. I use to feel it in giving readings, but everyone has their other knowledge you can't get from listening to satsang, it is the school of life, and because I refuse to put up walls or blocks, because I cheerfully intergratated it all into my very being the process lifted me up and by spirit, my body my emotions allowed it to integrate into my physiology and I became more, and soon the tells will show, the tells while  my voice sounds different the tells will be I look different, the tells will be my voice of expression will be bolder, authorities, compassionate and sincere. The tells will be the look in my eye, the tells will tube the power in my aura, my hand my hug or embrace. My tells will be my ability to form build in he higher or encourage coincidences. my tell will be I will be the coicincidence. My further look bright my heart own form of realized form of divination, I use to feel it in meditation but the sensations of newness have worn off as I have risen to unbelievable heights in the Bardos and higher levels of awareness, the familiar seems all too familiar and no longer used to thrill me up, I can only bathe in it joyously, I say ONLY (?) bathe in it joyously? (I am not ungrateful, just aware that there is more, and yet, I know there is still something more, and it's missing, and I know that right around the corner it will come, right around the corner the new window, the grand view, the new arena, the true Buena Vista will appear and the whole melding, this whole tempering period will make sense. I have been melded by fire, like  blacksmithing, heated up, pounded, swooshed in water, heated up, pounded, swooshed in water and that temperance has given me a new knowledge, the knowledge you can get form books, feels full, and no doubt is in my mind that everything is thing perfect, even the things that don't make sense, even the fill, even the nonsense. What plan need there be that uses the all the components of the unknown? what beings live beyond or reach and yet love us and watch over us? what people, lay in our future what know hat we know and can help bring a new spiritual culture on earth? I can only say that the future looks bright and by august 15th we will all be in place and the power of love and Theo power of will and the power of destiny will beginning to Herald of the Coming good as we prepare for the One who comes. The time now is too shift our attention to 2012, why 212? what prophecy is there? some and yet not enough because the shift that happened from 2002- 2204 was so eerie and so enormous unsteady even the guides expressed they did not know hat was going to happen and behold, the time has some that we only know we must be her endow to assist and greet the unknown with cheerfulness, power and love and with that we will MAKE the predictions now and bring destiny to realization. There is someone coming, there is a Being who will have 'spiritual genius and allow the obvious to bring people together, ideas to coalesces and harmony where there is controversy. The herald of the Coming good is the essence of positive tools and positive knowledge co-creating the avenue that will be the path of Love and Light. There is hope, there is a power from upon High that can assist in understanding that while we may not know exactly what to do, we have grown enough to adjust and allow our abilities to dictate the correctness needed. We will love when needed we will speak and be truth when needed, we will grow when needed. I say, meditate upon the vibrations in you and outside you and above you that seems to elevate you. many try to follow a ritualistic or structured path with some lofty aim, but that was sonly to train our undisciplined self, now that we are awaken we must be spontaneous,. Now that the energy is more demanding of us we must allow our spontaneous genius spiritualized self to adapt to the need by being our higher self more than ever and in doing that we will see more from the less. The inside has a vibration we like and when we LOVE that vibration inside we will horn ir and love it and mediate upon it. When we feel the vibrations of possibilities of greatness around us we mediate on that and reject the lower denser limited vibrations and those elevated vibrations outside will harmonize withteh inside vriatiosn we have picked and create an harmony about us, Those two vibrations will then unite and attract a Higher vibration and our mind and curiosity will become fascinated wit the new Higher vibration and in that, we will become at-one-ment with that higher vibration and that will intuern create a third harmony of the Inner, outer and higher and the discrete of the triangle will become realized. The vibration the essence the energy the power will then affect and effect the physical emotional and mental and etheric and astral and spiritual and divining and cosmic forces. only when we are those that the Higher can use only when we become sympathetic resonance with the higher beings can the knowledge therefore be imparted to us. I would be glad, any day to trade science or book knowledge or wealth trivia for divine knowledge. To see God in the twinkle of the eye is all I need to become the angel of Love and Use light to heal withy. I attract the sensation s of the Holy light of the Most radiant one, I bring the love into me that makes the mundane a simple baby step. as hurried at 3-D is this day, that hurridness is only a small ripple of the actual life all planes being changed. We are feeling it, we are knowing it, we are becoming part of it,. we are feeling it and it is requiring that we reach into a part of our spatula self to coalesce the vibrations that we have never ever used before. Allt eh previous was just a wakeup call,. all the previous wa sa warm upo, all before was adjust practice drills, in the next 7 years we begin to do what we really ame to do. to be real. To be authentic . to be clear. 

Thank you.